too cool (brooklynforever) wrote,
too cool

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this is becoming habit

I have really been enjoying my writing sessions on this thing, perhaps it's due to the lack of school in my life. It's weird how whenever I am in school, I sincerely hate it with a passion, yet whenever I take extended breaks from it, I find myself craving nearly every aspect of it. I suppose its just another classic example of how the grass is always greener on the other side.

I think that I am prone to "greener grass" situations, or feelings, or whatever the sensation is. Naturally, I always want what I don't have; it's a curse that has been haunting me since I can remember. Probably because I am kind of a jealous person, even though I hate to admit it.

Talked to my good friend Jared today. We always have the best conversations, like the kind that lack any sort of real content, yet are still are super engaging. I also went to work today. I fucking love my job and I am incredibly thankful. Today I worked 12 hours and at the end of the day, still didn't even really feel like i worked at all. It is one part of my life in which i genuinely feel like I am the luckiest person in the world. I absolutely love working with kids and I like to think that i am actually pretty good at it, at least i hope so.

Tomorrow I have to go to first aid/CPR training, I am pretty excited about it. It's something I have been meaning to do for quite a while. Ya never know when it will come in handy.

Anyways, all in all life is good. Everything is working out better than i could have imagine and I am very very happy about it. Also, i have been getting along with my parents quite well, though I still cannot wait to get out of this fucking town.
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